Should I Stay or Should I Go?

Well, this may or may not be a permanent goodbye to blogspot.
I'm packing up my thoughts and moving to tumblr.
So farewell, and check out the following entries to come on http://tikihanhan.tumblr.com/
PEACE OUT.

My Good Friends is All I Need

" Everything you do or say, you say or do it for a reason.... even if it doesn't always have a good outcome or it hurts someone. It was suppose to happen. It may not always be what you want... but later in life you'll benefit from it and look back and realize you're glad that did happen because life just wouldn't be the same now. Don't ever regret anything for it will hurt you and others eventually." Amen.

Honestly, I'm so thankful for my friends right now. They help me get through the days. They are my backbones and I love them so much.

Here it is

Conclusion: Move on.
Let's do it!

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Over the course of the past four days, I have spent way too much money.
Honestly, I need a job, if I don't want to go broke.

I have also thought a lot too... but my thoughts can't necessarily be put into words or confirmed, since I don't know whether or not to stay, or just move on with life. I don't like waiting around. I'm not a patient person.

New song discovery: Breakeven by The Script

"What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces"

And a new Butch Walker song I recently discovered: Ships in a Bottle

"Just wanna walk away from the ashes
And take the fact that I've burned
And maybe let you know I'm still standin'
If you miss it again, miss it again I'm around"

appreciation

I made a list of things I love, some are quite rare to occur, that's why I appreciate them even more to create a list.

1. The emotional attachments I form with inanimate objects: cellphone, iPod. I've learned to appreciate these 2 objects very much, that I can't even go anywhere without these two.

2. Have you ever stared at your tongue or fingertips? Ever had the time of day to examine them? I won't tell you what yours looks like, I wouldn't know, but check it out, it may waste time, but... I don't even know.

3. I enjoy having some alone time. It gives me time to think to myself, and find out more things to appreciate in life.

4. Don't you just love the rare, amazing mood you're in when all you want to do is just dance?

5. Lying down on my bed and staring at the ceiling calms me down so much, I love it.

6. For about a week, I had this feeling where I thought that nothing was real, but was all just a dream. It's a weird thing to go through, but it's pretty awesome anyways.

7. Read the dictionary. Write down words you never knew the definition to. Find out new words. Recently, I found out that the word 'wingding' meant a lively event or party.

8. Just like #2, I like to look at my strands of hair. They are all different colors. Weird, eh?

9. When I have one of those days, where I feel drop dead gorgeous.

10. When I take the time to write out something and carefully loop the bottom part of g, j, and y.

11. That rare person that comes into your life, and you can stare at them and it not even be awkward.

12. Those days when you sit around and discover old memorabilia, such as old school work. 'Thank God, I don't draw like that anymore...'

13. The first snowfall is always special.

14. I love when in the summer, there are those rain storms, and you just run outside and dance in the rain.

15. I used to think that those bright lights in the night sky were stars, they're not. They're planes. When I go camping up north, I can actually see the stars and not planes. It's a good image to keep in your mind.

16. Come Christmas time, and you're in the festive mood, I tend to spend wrapping each gift to perfection. Although, it frustrates me when I can't get the ribbon to curl the way I want it to.

17. Who doesn't like slow kisses?

18. Those smiley potato things taste better because they are smiling.

19. Home alone. What do I do? Turn the music up, and belt out a song!

20. Two words: shopping shamelessly.

risk worth taking?

"You've got to risk love. I didn't.. and look at me. I'm a lonely ghost of a man. It doesn't mean that you're never going to get hurt but the pain you feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love." - Ghost of Girlfriend's Past

hola

Redemption feels amazing, no?